ECHAAAAA SAYS "HELOOOOO!"
she now knows how to posing posing at the camera already.
im gonna selitselitkan gambar my baby around this post oke?
haha, so you people would giggle how she has a potential to be a superrrr model.
oke,perasaaaaaan.

after the post previously,
many actually bombard me with questions and
"are you okeh s" and "cheerrr up"
i really really really really appreciate it.
namely, sofiaaaa nadhilahhh and umarrudin. <3
and nadhirah who comforted me when i broke down last friday.
its nice having great lovely friends. ;D



this morning,when i woke up at 8:30 am.
and my morning went like this.

sister: hanna, gothika (my hamster) hilang tau
hanna: whaaa... huhhh?
sister: tika hilang,cage jatuh,xenon(my other hamster) aja dapat jumpa.
hanna: alaa, macam mana bole jatuh?
sister:entaaaah
hanna: ohhh...

then i went back to sleep.
because i was very sleeeeepy ;D


when i woke up.
then i started to feels orry for Gothika.
because he was a nice and very obedient hamster.
why must he go too sooon D:
so,i was devastated.
and crushed.

hours later, my sister came to my room and said that
Xenon, gave birth,to triplets.
cute tinyyy ones.
i dont know how to feel.
im wasnt happy, i wasnt sadd.
just,neutral.
th daddy went, and then come the children.
family drama betul la mereka!
kalah manusia ;D

anakanak dia kesian,anak yatim.
abe the mum,single mum.
she looks caring.
lets hope she wont kill her babies.
like my other hamsters did.
cruel benaaaar! ;D

so i,solely came up with a few scenarios that might happen to their rumah tangga
or put in simpler english term, marriage. HAH! wahh,da jadi macam CSI gituuu ;D



first case: since Xenon was always bullying Gothika. my dear Goth cannot stand it. so they fought, worst then ever before. so Goth, slammed himself against their house also known as the cage causing it to fall, well too much of a strength. go build it up kot. them he took that chance to fleeeee, far away from Xenon, maybe he misses a step or two. he fell down my balcony. or even commit suicide. tsk tsk.
second case: after their marriage, they stayed together. and thus they make love, duhhh! so a few months later, Xenon found herself pregnant. not one but three babies. they were overjoyed. and stick together like glueeee. but we dont feel happiness forever. agreed? Goth later got fired or maybe got pay cut resulting to him not being able to support the family later on. like who is going to afford the milk and food of the children. education and expenses. thus, he got depressed. and every morning,he will go to the door of th house and stood up, thinking,in deep thoughts. so when Xenon is about to give birth, Goth panic as he might not afford the bills later on that he slammed himself against their house and causes it to fall. and since he is confuse he just miss a step or two and fell down my balcony or commit suicide.

third case: i think, its the wind theat causes the cage to fall. and thus, since Xenon is about to give birth, she fell and painfully, crawl towards my balcony door and stayed there while maybe Goth is trying to seek help but fell off my balcony.

forth case: Goth may still be in th house somewhere. maybe somehow,he managed to get himself out of th balcony. and somehow,i think theres some conspiracy going on between Goth and Echaaaa. because when i ask her, she just stayed still. guilt? imma make her speak up!

somehow i think case threee makes more logical sense than the rest.
still my condolences to the mum and babies. its oke, we will always be supporting you
no matter what,
you are not alone. ;D

oke this post is getting abit to farrrr.
post ini tak perluuuu! (:
pasal macam stepppp cuteeee,stop it uh (:

haha, still Gothika, if you are here somewhere.
please keluar. ;D
i miss yooo.

a few days before Gothika left?
i was having breakfast at th dining table before going to school.
their cage happen to be outside the balcony which means near th dining room.
and i saw Gothika standing still at the door.
not moving at all.
i stared at him.
its like,he's trying to tell me something.
and i was just wondering what was it.
but i know,i could be something baddd.
but i dont know it will really happen.
i should have thought of it.



haha, told yooo my Echaaaaaa baby will make it to become a Top Model. ;D
wahh,better start training her.
hahaaha! ;D
somehow,she know when i was going to take a picture of her.
how cute this that?!

haha.
im blogging to much already.
haha, byeees.
and now
for my picture! ;D
asyik gambar Echaaaa aja!
aku pun nak glamour.

checkkkk out th hair mannn! ;D

and to syarifah syazanatul aisyah and umarrudin.
GET WELL SOOOOOON! :D

well,maybe god have his own way to show how much he care for us,does he?
he works in many ways indeed,
and i love him so much.
he knew times when i need someone the most.
and he would simply just help me find a way out.
like gathering all my courage together to talk to someone.
or someone would talk to me.
or me and someone would simply cross each others path.
he knows simple things like this
makes a hell great difference to my life.
it just banishes this feeling of missing someone
at a split second.
i wasnt expecting much.
seconds will do.
and he really does listen to my prayers.

and that someone,will always be in my prayers.